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Wednesday, November 10, 2004

to you*

you*i think you noe who you are.and i noe youre gonna read this.

yarh.i said i was fine.yes.i said to forget it.but do you noe how much it hurts.to have a promise forgotten.just swept aside just like tht.do you seriously think everythings gonna be fine.wiht just the snap of your fingers.yeah.i noe youre being reallie nice to me.and i appreciate tht.cos when im down.you somehow manage to cheer me up.but you noe what.im cant handle it when youre not tht person.sometimes it seems to me tht you totally change.like youve got a split personality or smthg.it scares me.how can you just change.just like tht.frm a caring person to one whos so hard and cold.its reallie scary.you noe what.i do like you.youre one of the best frieds ive ever had.in fact probably my best.but at the same time i question myself.i cant help it.i just have to.how can you be my best friend.when i hardly even noe you.isnt that an irony in itself.am i giving too much of myself into this friendship ? or do you just not care at all..

; rachh
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